I wish I had a reason to be as sad as I am. I hate this feeling of wanting to cry so horribly and no tears come out. I hate how I sound like a typical emotional girl but I can’t help it. I hate the stupid things I say and do that come back at me so hard. I wish there was something I could do or say to be taken seriously. I hate that I hate everything so much. But I hate that I hate myself the most. I know I deserve so much more but I’m not letting myself. I hate this whole post, and how insane I am for posting it. I hate that I can’t explain why I feel like this. Maybe its because I love hating myself and thats the sickest fucking part. I want to jump out of my skin so bad and never come back. I just want to leave this place and find something that makes me forget about my excistence so far. I hate that I’m not happy and everyone knows it. I hate that I’m constantly making decisions that drive me to insanity. I hate that all I can ever say is I hate. I will never love anything, and it scares the shit out of me.

kimlundgren:

I can’t get over this photo, I love it